Hospital Medical Abuse, Ambulance Incident

Last weekend, I went on a long client visit. This client did not know about my COPD and had genuinely thought a family member was suffering from emotional matters rather than a respiratory infection, highly contagious to someone with COPD just recovering from a previous infection.I must say, I loved being there and teaching this wonderful man and his family, playing EFT games with the children as part of his weekend professional EFT course. I have already tapped on having caught this infection afterwards and forgiven him. Ifyou are him reading this, please don’t worry; very good things have come out of this. Beyond every cloud there is truly asilver lining. All we have to do is look for it and grab it when it appears, and then the skies open to all manner ofpossibilities.By Tuesday, I knew the chest infection had taken hold of me. H started cancelling and re-appointing clientvisits, including phone EFT when I couldn’t talk much. Tuesday and Wednesday I was slowly getting better but too slowly. Thedays were going in a haze and I knew by Thursday morning that meant I was seriously short on oxygen. Thursday morning, Icalled an ambulance.In the ambulance, the guy was incredulous about my story of not having asthma and the medical negligence that leaves me undiagnosed and my inability to get the small medical support that I occasionally need. He kept questioning how it could possibly be. It was clear that part of him didn’t believe me. I kept saying “you couldn’t make it up, you just couldn’t make it up” (meaning that it was such a weird story that it had to be real, I was hoping part of him would believe me and argue with the part of him that didn’t, and he would give me oxygen because I was feeling faint and turning white with a bluish tinge).SUDS 6.  Setup:”Even though I have this ambulance “you just couldn’t make it up”feeling, I deeply and completely love and accept myself. Even though the nhs medics abuse me, I deeply and completely love and accept myself, even though they don’t care for my life, I deeply and absolutely love and accept all of me, I love life, I do not fear death, and my time on this earthly plane is not yet over, I choose to live even though they don’t want to help me,even though I pay them to, I choose to live a good and full life, I choose to help all humanity, all creatures, I love all that is, I am not your victim, I choose to enjoy a full and useful life”Tapping on all points:”You couldn’t make it up”SUDS2-ish. Eyes closed, test for additional aspects. SUDS 8 for that look of disbelief in his eye.Setup:”Even though I have this ambulance person’s look of disbelief feeling, I deeply and completely love and accept myself. Even though the nhs medicsdisbelieve me and think I’m mentally ill rather than believe that a portion of my left lung is damaged, without any scientificmedical proof, I deeply and completely love and accept myself, even though they don’t care for my life, only their procedures,I deeply and absolutely love and accept all of me, I love life, I do not fear death, and my time on this earthly plane is notyet over, I choose to live even though they don’t want to help me, even though I pay them to, I choose to live a good and fulllife, even though they choose to stick to their narrow-minded internal dialogue which is at conflict with my desire to live,with my right to live. I choose to help all humanity, all creatures, even though they choose only to help the pharmaceuticalskill more people slowly in misery for maximum profit. I choose truth, although they choose the lies indoctrinated in them bytheir inadequate training. Nothing justiufies their actions, nothing justifies their indifference, nothing justifies theirincompetence, but I choose to let go of thios blame beacuse I choose to heal myself of all negativity. I choose to let go ofthis blame. He’s only a robot, doing what he was programmed to do. Maybe one day he will wake up to real universal love andtruth. I choose to remember that he did take me to hospital after all, I choose to let go of the bad and channel the universallove and truth through my heart chakra, I choose to heal.”Tapping on all points:”That look in his eyes”:-D LOL Cough LOLCough … laughing makes me cough, lungs still full of goo due to bacteria lololcoughcoughcough :-DSUDS 0. Eyes closed, SUDS5 for “Why?”Tapping on all the points:”Why?””Why don’t you believe me?””Why do you kill people?””Why don’t youbelieve the patient?””Why don’t you do your job?””I think he was doing his job after all, only not like he should havedone it. I just wished he had believed me instead of taken me into hospital in case I was telling the truth.”SUDS: Ambulancemen feeling totally 0, Ambulance worried H feeling 9[Private tapping]SUDS 0Tapping KC:”Love and UniversalTruth”Tapping Gamut and doing the Eye Roll:”Love and Universal Truth”:’-)When you have a chronic physical condition, anything that either emotionally or physically has a negative impact on you can make the condition worse. EFT is one way of throwing away the emotional rubbish collecting in your system. In the same way that we dispose of our household rubbish regularly for home cleanliness and hygiene, I use EFT to dispose of negative emotions for my optimal physical health. — EFT with Me, Suzanne Zacharia, Practitioner —– Disclaimer – You are advised to consult with your medical practitioner before embarking on any course of alternative, complementary, or beauty therapy. 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