Thursday 26th May incidents after the ambulance delivered me into A & E.I waited and waited and was finally seen by various nurses and doctors, finally was given a nebuliser as my Peak Flow was 150 “to see if it will help”. I explained that I was taking Chest-Eze to artificially expand my lungs and drain off some of the fluid until I could recover. I explained it had Theophylline, the medic couldn’t even find it in his medical book, and as far as I could remember, also Ephedrine, which drew a blank look from the young medic’s face. He suggested that I take paracetamol whenever I felt too hot and that it was OK to carry on taking Paracetamol even though I had explained that I had also taken a cold remedy containing Paracetamol and had taken more than I should have.
This was The Dippy Blond Intern. Previously, I was given up on by The Dippy Black Intern. At least we had racial unity on this one, huh?
Dippy Black Intern incident: He took me into a cubicle to start the examination, H and Itold him I have suspected emphysema. He just denied it and said dismissively “You’re too young to have emphysema”, upon whichI knee-jerked a “For F…’s sake, not a – f…ing – gain!”. Then he gave up on me, not wanting to be answered back in kind b ypatients he deliberately chooses to abuse. H later told me that that was over the top and I must not lower myself to that level but must lead by example, even in extreme situations like this.
SUDS 5 1/2
Setup:”Even though I have this Dippy Black Intern feeling, I deeply and comlpetely love and accept myself”
Reminder:”Dippy Black Intern””How could he?””Why?””Why do you do this to the weak people that come to you in desperation?””It’s Accident and Emergency FFS!””I’m not too young,just like you’re not too black, just like we are all human. We have real bodies and real feelings””Doesn’t matter what age you are””Just like you’re not too black, I’m not too young””Just like you don’t want to hear abusive language, I don’t want to be abused””Just like you don’t want to face the consequences of your actions, I don’t want you to to carry on abusing patients””I pay your salary, along with many of the patients you regularly abuse and neglect””How dare you dismiss the very people that paid for your medical education, that pay your salary, and when they need you the most?””What gives you the right?”
SUDS 0, he looks like a cartoon character. A black Homer Simpson with spectacles. Gleaming. Mouth open. Still some anger somewhere. Tapping on all points:”I can never justify these actions and can never condone in any way the way the NHS is run or the attitude of the staff. If they want to change the system, all they have to do is refuse to comply with the abusive system and start helping people, start educating themselves, just like we in the complementary medical profession have to keep up our training to keep our jobs, so should they, just like we have to directly or indirectly get paid by results, so should they. All it takes is one intern to try and actually help people. Even though I need to campaign against this, I amdoing everything I can, I am doing my best, I am doing all I can to protect those weaker than me that are being abused by hospital medical staff, I choose to let go of this heavy blame load that I carry, I choose to let go of the heaviness of responsibility and carry it lighly like a shining light. The light of truth will outshine all the hurt, all the lies, and one day, the weak and infirm will access love and genuine care.”Smiling through my tears, I wish healing to all those who need to be in A&E right now. I hope they get the appropriate help they need, or at least some of them. I wish healing to all the world, I channel loving truth with all creatures of the universe.Dippy Black Intern tapping effect generalized over Dippy Blond Intern incident, collapsing that to a 0 too.It also generalized over the next incident,
Dippy Asian Intern (I did say we had racial unity on patient abuse in this hospital), well most of it… checking for SUDS… None there, except that she didn’t believe the Dippy Blond Intern said to take more Paracetamol than I should.
On CB, with Th & IF:”Paracetamol” SUDS 0
Dippy Asian Intern was on my second visit that day, as the first intern had sent me home, despite the nebuliser having almost no effect, saying that all tests indicated that I had no infection and could breathe properly and talk in sentences. Like you only go silent when you’re dead. Or something unscientific and part of popular medical hospital folklore, like if you talk then you’re not dying, because you’re not dead, or whatever. Now, on the second visit, my daughter Michelle came with me and H, and she too was amazed. I endured what can only be described as a medical kind of rape, by using invasive techniques to draw blood ONLY to “prove” that they are “right”. In the second visit, H and M helped me to oxygen in the cubicle, which the nurse let me carry on taking. SUDS 3
Tapping:”Oxygen incident feeling””Michelle’s distress””H’sdistress””My other daughter Lucy’s distress, waiting to hear”Started coughing on UB, as I tap on all the points under the Breast, I find that is “My Point”, so, tapped over my thymus with all fingers, saying:”Thymus” “Immune System” “Love andhealing” “My family’s love”SUDS 0Testing:The Dippy Asian Intern had also said:”We have done two blood tests and youdefinitely have no viral or bacterial infection”SUDS 1/2Setup:”Even though the doctors are not the biochemist that I am,I deeply accept myself. I understand that my skills, intelligence and talents make me a better investigator, I understand thatI should not hold her incompetence against her, I just wish she had bothered to find out about the blood tresting that got doneand how and why it showed inaccurate results.”Tapping:”Find out about blood tests, learn your trade before you sentencemore people to misery and a slow and painful death. “”Any remaining Dippy Asian Intern feeling””Any remaining overallThursday Hospital visits feeling”:-) 🙂 🙂 🙂
The Dippy Blond Intern did actually write a letter and ask the staff to send it to my GP aftrerwards as the chest x-ray taken indicated “very big lungs”. However he also sent me home although I was delerious and still having difficulty breathing.Tapping, just in case there’s anything I missed:”Dippy Blond Intern”When you have a chronic physical condition, anything that either emotionally or physically has a negative impact on you can make the condition worse. EFT is one way of throwing away the emotional rubbish collecting in your system. In the same way that we dispose of our household rubbish regularly for home cleanliness and hygiene, I use EFT to dispose of negative emotions for my optimal physical health. — EFT with Me, Suzanne Zacharia, Practitioner — Disclaimer – You are advised to consult with your medical practitioner before embarking on any course of alternative, complementary, or beauty therapy. Our use of systems that are trademarked or have a registered trademark represents our views and not necessarily those of the trademark owners.Thank you for reading this post and your patience with some of the database corruption from when the site went down once. And please share with someone who needs it 🙂