Danger all around – EFT trauma release

I lived in fear for years when I initially became ill, which is no good for the immune system, so I have now started treating this. So basically, I was inthe most violent place in Europe (I found out afterwards) surrounded by kids with shotguns and armed with other stuff and beyond the reach of the law. This having come from a much more privileged background, another reason why the children, often sent by their parents, attacked me. When I fell ill I couldn’t move away for a long time (being ill makes you poor and if you don’t have enough oxygen for sufficient speech, you can’t talk the authorities into helping you).The other day I started tapping on one event I thought was big at that time when volunteering for a student (she didn’t know the details, and if you’re the student in question reading this, may I say thank you for a first-class treatment). The effect was much less atthe beginning of the treatment because I tap daily, but I still got a high SUDS on it and tripped back in time to an evenbigger event at that location. dealt with all aspects of the bigger event and now only have SUDS of 1 around the later one.Throughout the following treatment, I had to close my eyes and re-live the incident to check for hidden aspects as I checkedthe SUDS, becasue so much of the edge has already been taken off. So here goes:”Even though my family and cats were underseige and I escaped to run asnd get help from the neighbours, I deeply forgive myself, it was the best I could do in thecircumstances, Even though I was in mortal danger, I remember that I survived it. Even though I got us all into that locationwhere we were subjected to constant danger, I forgive myself for not knowing, I allow myself to move on. Even though I havethis torch us down feeling, I deeply and completely love and accept myself”Reminder:”Torch us down”SUDS 3/4″Eventhough my family and cats were under seige and I escaped to run and get help from the neighbours, I deeply forgive myself, itwas the best I could do in the circumstances, Even though I was in mortal danger, I remember that I survived it. Even though Igot us all into that location where we were subjected to constant danger, I forgive myself for not knowing, I allow myself tomove on. Even though I have this torch us down feeling, I deeply and completely love and accept myself. Even though I havethis torch us down feeling, I deeply and completely love and accept myself. Even though I have this torch us down feeling, Ideeply and completely love and accept myself”Reminder:”Torch us down”SUDS 3/4I’m acting like I was aclient…”Even though the kids were in mortal danger, I deeply love and accept myself””Kids in danger feeling”SUDS1/4″Even though the kids were in mortal danger, I deeply love and accept myself””Kids in mortal danger feeling” “Iallow these anger tears to well up within me, I allow this anger fear to well up within me, I allow tthis anger and fear tomake their way out of my body”SUDS 1/10 and neck pain”Even though this crazy man tried to burn us down, I choose to letgo of blame towards him, I choose to let go of this load in my neck, I choose to let go of this load in my neck, I choose tobe free of this load in my neck””I choose to let go of this load in my neck, not because it justifies his actions, notbecause he deserves forgiveness, but so thast I can let go of this, for my own therapy”SUDS 1/20″This angryman””This mortal danger”SUDS 0. I realise another issue needs healing and right now my bed beckons. Today I had wayover a full day’s work, feeling much better in very difficult practical circumstances, so I know this is working great.Tomorrow’s another day of healing and progress.EFT with Me, Suzanne Zacharia, Practitioner –Disclaimer – You are advised to consult with your medical practitioner before embarking on any course of alternative, complementary, or beauty therapy. Our use of systems that are trademarked or have a registered trademark represents our views and not necessarily those of the trademark owners.Thank you for reading this post and your patience with some of the database corruption from when the site went down once. And please share with someone who needs it 🙂