The strange end to a business relationship added more stress at this difficult time, not easy financially when you have a chronic disease. I had seen itcoming and have made as much provision for it as I could, but the weird behaviour from my two ex business associates at thisclinic I shared with them really hit me. If only they were being logical or said to me something like “sorry, Suzanne, butthis is not right for us right now because…” then I would have just sadly said goodbye, kept in touch and remembered thetime with them as a pleasant experience. But the way they did it was driven by jealousy, fear, racism, sexism and homophobia.The worst thing is I am getting mental images of my regular clients’ faces, reminding me of the need to find somewhere localfor them in the next few days, in case they can’t have a home visit or go to to my W1 clinic in the meantime. I have a runnynose and slight fever. Luckily I managed to rearrange my appointments today and work from home (one advantage of beingself-employed). Tapping:SUDS at 8Setup:”Even though ….. is a …., I deeply and completely love and acceptmyself, Even though ….. is a scared little ….. …., I deeply and completely love and accept myself, Even though ….. isa …. with a tiny little ….. …., I deeply and completely love and accept myself”Reminder:”Scared little…..””Little …. ……””F…..ng …. ….”LOLOLOLOL :-DOn UA:”F…..ng …. ….”Onhead:”F…..ng …. ….””The little ….”Everywhere:”Little s..t”SUDS at 5Setup:”Even though I havethis jealous …… feeling, I deeply and completely and totally love and accept myself”[Repeated many times, it felt right,so I went with it]Tapping:”jealous pathetic little …… idiot” “jealous pathetic little-….ed …… idiot”…………… “jealous pathetic little sad man”….. “with a dirty toilet…..with cups and mugs in thetoilet….ugh……unprofessional little dirty thing”Oh who cares, I can’t spend any more time thinking about him, mymind’s a blank. I now just have an image of the other one in my mind, with a Homer Simpson expression on his face (sorry,Homer). Tapping:”This stupid [his name]” “This stupid [his name]” “This stupid [his name]” “This stupid [his name]” “Thisstupid [his name]”…. Tapped on related things about him I can’t publish because of libel…On head and UAsimultaneously:”F….ng …. ….”:-DOn UB:”Even though …..’s being a …. …., I’ve had some goodexperiences, I’ve learnt a lot, I choose to move on, I’ve had some good experiences, I’ve learnt a lot, I choose to move on,I’ve had some good experiences, I’ve learnt a lot, I choose to move on, I choose to move on, I choose to move on, I choose tomove on, I choose to move on”UB and UA simultaneously:” I choose to move on, I choose to move on, I choose to move on,I choose to move on, I choose to move on, I choose to move on, I choose to move on, I choose to move on, there’s a newbeginning waiting just for me, there’s a new beginning waiting for me, I can’t wait till I’m better tomorrow and can enjoystriking new deals, enjoy my new options, embrace a new challenge” :-D[private tapping]SUDS at 1/2only because of thefinancial pressure.All feels calm.I picture a salon waiting to be renovated. East London, here I come!SUDS at 0LOL!:-D When you have a chronic physical condition, anything that either emotionally or physically has a negative impact on you can make the condition worse. EFT is one way of throwing away the emotional rubbish collecting in your system. In the same way that we dispose of our household rubbish regularly for home cleanliness and hygiene, I use EFT to dispose of negative emotions for my optimal physical health.Stop Smoking E-BookFree One Hour Planning Consultation If You Want To Have Sessions Or Courses With MeDisclaimer – You are advised to consult with your medical practitioner before embarking on any course of alternative, complementary, or beauty therapy. The way I use EFT or Tapping on myself is my own way which works for me, and I adapt the tapping to every client in the way that we agree works for them. Our use of systems that are trademarked or have a registered trademark represents views not necessarily those of the trademark owners.